Know what i hate?…Relationships…when they drift apart. Shit is killing me.

Love ain’t magic. Magics are illusions. 

No relationships are perfect. There are ups and downs. & i like that. A little bumpy ‘long the way but it’ll be a lovely joyride overall. It’s been 7 months, & 12 days and you’re still there, making everything work out. You keep me sane. I get a little crazy and you always manage to handle that. I guess that’s what love is. You were always the one to catch me when I fall. You showed me that we don’t always have to be serious, silly fights are awesome. You effortlessly make me smile. You already know it but I’ll say it anyways, I love you.

There are only 2 crimes i’ll commit. first, to steal your heart. second, kill the bitch who tries to have it.

“….but i gotta get my head straight, get my game right, get my shit tight  when things ain’t right, at the end of the day i know i want you in my life.”

She was naive and stupid. Believed everything everyone said. Every lie that jerk told her, at one point meant the world to her. Been played, been taken for granted. She fell. No one bothered to catch her, but that naive and stupid young lady had the audacity to stand up. She learned, the hard way.

Reminiscing. The day i fell inlove. I fell inlove with You. The most amazing man, EVER. My Father, my Best Friend, my One True Love. I’ve questioned Your love, Your faithfulness, and You’ve proved to me that You’ll be w/ me forever. Even if i let go, You will keep on holding on. I don’t deserve to be called Your child, but still You love me.16 years, your blessings never stopped pouring. Words cannot express how thankful I am. I wanna find my way back to my First Love. <3

Walking ‘round the block, wishing you lived down the street. Terrible how much i miss you, scary how much i care for you, & i don’t know why but i love you. Just wanna let you know, you occupy most space on my mind. Before i sleep, all i think about are the moments we had and they’re still on my mind the moment i wake up. Your voice is my favorite song. The way you say my name, God it makes me fall in love over & over again. I feel sucha kid, naive and reckless. 

Y’know what they say, liars go to hell, so does cheaters.

Not gon’ front, baby you’re my guilty pleasure.

Every nano-second i spend w/ you, are better than hours i spend w/ anyone else.

1 month down, infinity to go. That’s what I’d like to believe, so leave me in this fantasy while it lasts.

There’s a reason why you’re an ex, so if you may, please next. Oh no i’m not a b*tch, all realness.

01.01.12 New Year, same LOVING GOD :) <3